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03:50 pm
noiseaddict
![[User Picture]](http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/89560164/313430) [Link] | I dont know why it is, but I tend to think of certain people constantly. Every hour of every day....and even in my dreams. And usually, im the LAST person these people think about......
I cant seem to take a hint, can I?
Anyhow, I need to work on my posture. Im a slouchy kid.
I started my 3rd job today. Its just a basic house cleaning gig, but pays better than any other job ive ever had (hourly though) Its only about 9 hours a week....in the mornings. I really do love getting paid under the table as well- i think my legal job pays enough fuckin taxes anyhow.
Im not a morning person, but i want to become one. I want to be one of those people that wakes up at 7am and goes to bed by 9pm. I dont know if that'll happen.
So both my new jobs include me being around cats the whole time. Im deathly allergic to them, and luckily enough no asthma attacks have happened yet. I dont feel like waiting for my body to become immuned to them, so I caved and bought some allergy meds. Im sad that im forcing my body to take them & fucking with my immune system.....at least its not forever....
Im exhausted already.
But knowing I have this up coming weekend off, really makes me a happy lady.
12-14 hour days...sometimes 6 days a week just might ruin me, but im honestly going to try my best to keep my head up and know I NEED this.....but most of all, i WANT this, and i chose it.
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03:38 pm
noiseaddict
[Link] | Yeehaw to the new year!
Im glad its here, last year kinda sucked for the most part, but really Im just glad I made it out alive.
I spent new years with my older nanny friends and bar friends. I spent most of the evening in my own world and dancing with myself to the band (some friends were playing old rock tunes). They randomly brought me up to join them in singing some covers ( Buffalo Springfields "for what its worth", Bob Dylans "knocking on heavens door"and Bowies ""heroes"") I've never had the opportunity to just sing for a band, and I must say i thoroughly enjoyed it. Im not that confident about my singing voice, especially these days because I dont practice/work the ole vocal chords ever. But I think It went really well. so go ME!
Of course I was the last person in the bar. Helped clear off tables and worked on getting water in my system. Just my luck that some dude would try picking me up at the very end of the night. I made him miss his ride home and then told him I wasnt sleeping with him & to "take care of himself". I honestly didnt care about getting laid, i didnt want to bring in the new year waking up to a near stranger in my bed. He was good looking from what i remember.....meh
So I started my new "job" yesterday, and Im here again today & tomorrow. All 12 hour shifts, but really theres not too much work involved. Basically a quick way to make money, but I think im going to keep this job through out the year if I can manage.
I start my third job on tuesday, so Im looking forward to that as well.
I have a lot of goals to reach this year, and unfortunately most involve money. But a lot of them are things I've been procrastinating on. Three jobs will at least keep me busy and somewhat active.
Im gonna brag about going to Ireland on LJ until long after my trip.
I have so much to look forward to this year, and Im OK with any shit that goes down with all the great things.
I just hope i can manage 3 jobs and a social life at the same time.
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03:23 am
noiseaddict
[Link] | I went to se the documentary "this might get loud" tonight.
It was amazing.
I want to play guitar in such a "free" manner.
maybe one day I will.....
I went to Quinns before hand, and drank some pints while drinking with some old folks. After the show I stopped by again for a beer, and the owner Quinn, felt I needed one for free I guesss.....continued on with my drunken self and followed a text that asked me to hit up a show.
I thought it was my brother Brandon inviting me out, but when I got to the venue I soon realized it wasnt my brother at all....it was Brandon from highschool/friends bands....I've known him for a long time, so it wasnt weird, but fuck I felt stupid....
meh....either way, I felt dumb. went to the show, drank some beers, and he left randomly......I talked to my ex, for the first time in ages-since we broke up- he acted weird and so that was strange all together.....whatever.
I ditched my Facebook.....its fucking stupid.
I dont want to live vicariously thorugh facebook...
people have my number...and my msn...
and I have everythign I need to contact anyone of anyone of importance to me
so thats that
also, Im going to Ireland in May to see Carleigh....
Im incredibly stoked about it!!!!
5 days to conquer Ireland, and though its not all of europe like i DREAM of doing, its something....my foot in the door. I'll just be happy to be out of here and to see someone I know & love....Carl's seen me through a lot of bullshit, and we disagree on so many things, but see past it, and I love that. <3
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03:40 pm
noiseaddict
[Link] | I'll quote this line forever....
"no matter what i do for you, its never nearly enough. I just hope we can see past the troubles that we've had. You know I've tried so hard for you, just to hear you say "it'll be alright, it'll be alright....everything will be OK"
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01:02 pm
noiseaddict
[Link] | I finally figured out how to use the self timer on my dslr!
about.fucking.time.
Buying a camera without a manual, and having no access to downloading such manual, can prove to be a great learning experience.... I still havent figured everything out, but one step at a time I suppose.
Through out my whining in my last entry, I forgot to mention about how I sucked up my stubborn-ness and learnt a bunch of christmas tunes on guitar and played them for the kids grandparents. They're always bugging me to play guitar for them, and Im really not the kind of person that likes playing in such an intimate atmosphere. Being the "centre of attention" was never something I liked.
Anyhow, the grandparents loved it, and I guess that was my favorite part of last night..... the kids love listening to me play guitar and seeing as I couldnt afford gifts this year (even though Im sure theres nothing I could get the grandparents, that they dont already have) I think they really appreciated the memory.
Did I mention I stayed in a multi million dollar home???
I guess if your used to this kinda thing, its no big deal. But considering Im from northern ontario and have spent most of my life in small apartments, I was really overwhelmed. The floors were heated, and even without socks my feet were sweating.
It always made me wonder why people love living in such extravagant places....but at the same time, If I built 15% of Ottawa's homes & buildings(like my bosses parents have), I'd want to build myself an amazing home as well.
One day im going to buy land, and just build a cute bungalow on it. I dont want to waste space for a massive home that I have to fill with "stuff".
My nerves are shot today.
I woke up and immediately wanted to start drinking.
Now I just want to get high and forget about everything Im thinking.....considering I havent wanted to do that in awhile, I dont like the feeling.
Its kinda of great/horrible that my bosses keep a well stocked liquor cabinet.
I wonder if Quinns is open tonight....my home away from home.
I understand why people find solstice at a bar counter.
I've become that person.
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